(i) Family sentiment
There is a saying that goes like this:You can only see the shiny side of a person, but you don't know what's behind him. That endless efforts. Now that I think about it, it's still very touching. In fact, when it comes to effort, I still want to say something to my parents from the heart.
Home is actually the warmest place. When you talk to people, I'm always the best kid you've ever talked to, and I know you really want to be with me all the time. I could have stuck it out all the way. You gave so much. Your encouragement and trust and your love helped me a lot. Today, I want to be here to say:Mom and Dad, you've worked hard, thank you, and I love you. In my future career, I will work harder and go farther to realize my goals and dreams. In life, I will spend more time with you and respect the filial piety of children, and I will definitely return your love and expectation with practical actions.
(ii) Strong Jiangsu Love
On the extraordinary road, one is bound to meet many extraordinary people, and soon, I will meet my teacher. --Wang Lei enlightened coach guidance. I remember my father told me later that Wang guide made dozens of phone calls for several days after that game. At that time, the city was organizing a team to prepare for the 2014 Provincial Games, and he very much hoped that I could go and train. But my cultural achievements were very good at that time, and my family had always expected me to get into a good university and come out to find a good job. At that time I had such a choice in front of me. Most of my family didn't support playing soccer, and neither did my relatives or friends, because we all knew how different the living and training environment was at that time. Once I joined the training, it would definitely affect my cultural studies. Everyone was worried that I would be held back because in the eyes of many people at the time, it was hard to become a talent playing soccer. They believed that playing soccer not only depended on hard work, but also on a lot of things behind the scenes. And as soon as it was mentioned that anyone's child played soccer, they would think it was a bit of a bad job. I'm not sure if I'm a good soccer player or not. Including my brother at that time also advised me, "Why do you want to play soccer? Wouldn't it be nice to play basketball with my brother for fun?"
Looking back today, I'm still thankful that my father was able to follow the path of soccer. Being a family. Lord, respected my decision and he was under pressure from the whole family! Because at the time there really weren't many kids around our family who chose to play soccer. I decided to join the team because I gave it a try. After winter break, I reported to the team and it was my first time traveling away from home. I just felt like all the students around me were going to soccer and I didn't have any students to play with when school started, so I told my father that I wanted to go too. But only at the age of 11 could I understand the choice and the test. Of course, I want to thank Coach Wang.
After a few days of training with the city team, the provincial team came to recruit and everything went their way. For the next four years, our best players from Jiangsu province lived in the same school as the best players from Zhenjiang. In fact, there weren't many kids playing soccer in the province that year, and it was still in the screening stage. Although I didn't have a soccer base, I probably had some advantage in speed because I was born a sprinter, so I was recommended to the provincial team for selection, which was almost seamless. Then I met Liang Guang's coaching, Yin Youyu's coaching, and Fan Heping's coaching, and they taught me:If you want to play good soccer, you have to be a good person first. So far, he really wants to teach us.
(iii) The love of football schools
After the Zhenjiang team won the Provincial Games in 2014, I was faced with another choice. Some of my teammates chose to apply for college or university after getting their athlete level certificates, but I had no thoughts of giving up. At that time, the provincial team was aiming for the 2017 National Games, but the team was being reorganized, but at that time, the youth training system of Jiangsu soccer was not perfect, so many players were lost. My father and I thought over and over again and felt that in order to receive more professional training, it was better to go to a soccer school or club ladder to develop, so that the road would be more spacious in the future. During this period, there were many disappointments, especially when we left the provincial team, me and I lost tears.
After saying goodbye to the Jiangsu team, I stayed at home for two or three months without finding a school or a team. During that time, I didn't know where I would go in the future. Then I had the opportunity to try out for Luneng Soccer School. At that time I thought, "Wow, what a rare opportunity!" We should know that Luneng youth training is one of the best in China, and Luneng has been the dominant player in China at our age. In Jiangsu, although the provincial team often finished in the top eight in the country, they never beat Luneng. Even though I was a national junior player at the time, I was really inconspicuous compared to them. So at the end of 2015, I decided to go to Weifang.
Brazilian coach is the fourth person elio. those three years, I worked under him for the longest time, although at the beginning of the opportunity to get not much, but when working under him, elio in the coach's help, I finally played there for the longest time, but also the most Chinese players. Finally, I want to thank Secretary Tan:You supported me to study in Brazil. When I stayed in Brazil with Mr. Sun and Mr. Hu during the epidemic, you were also the one who cared about us the most. I still remember that epidemic prevention and control meeting. The secretary, who was far away from China, saw me with long hair and asked Mr. Hu and me to understand each other, but I refused. I said I would take it as a souvenir and shave it when I returned to China. In those six months, without Secretary Tan's encouragement and support, it was hard to imagine how I could have kept it up, but in hindsight, it was really an expensive thing to do in my life.
After successfully returning to China in August 2020, Secretary Tan helped me rent Inner Mongolia Zhongyou. With the time constraints, it was almost seamless with the domestic game. Only in this way could I become the first post-00 player from Luneng's youth training to break through in the professional league. I am really grateful to him and will never forget this favor in my life. Of course, in these three years in Brazil, there were many people who helped me, which made me remember and I will remember them. It was an unforgettable time that will benefit me for the rest of my life.
(iv) Luneng's long love affair
In 2021, I was rented to Wuhan. It was Li Xiaopeng who gave me a chance to get on the Chinese Super League stage. Although my performance in Wuhan for one season was not that good, director Li and director Yu helped me every day, giving me advice and sharing my experience. I not only learned soccer skills from Mr. Li, but also learned to stay humble at all times. Thanks to Director Li's help, I benefited a lot.
The year 2022 is an extraordinary year for me. I once again returned to the national team to represent my country in international competitions. I also made my debut for the Chinese national team in international A-level competition. Thanks to Coach Jankovic for giving me this opportunity. I know I'm not that good, but from his attitude towards soccer and his work, I realized that if I don't have serious and brave determination, I won't be able to play soccer well.
concluding remarks
On the way out of the club, I sent a thank you note to many of you. When I saw everyone's replies, I finally relented. I knew that everything here would really come to an end. They say that life is like passing clouds, but the feelings accumulated over those years will always be treasured in my heart. There are no words to express those emotions. When I said goodbye that day, I felt like a wanderer far from home. The scene of crying with my father seven years ago was still fresh in my mind. As I dried my tears and calmed down, I also knew I wanted to let go. I knew I had grown up and I was no longer that young teenager. I needed to do a lot of things in the future.
Seven years have passed in a flash, thanks to Shandong Taishan Club and the football school for raising me. When I was young, the principal often said to us: "Now you are proud of the school, and I hope the school will be proud of you in the future! There is no return for the gift of nurturing. I can only make myself better through continuous efforts, persevere and shine. I hope one day the school will really be proud of me. For seven years, I've been treating this place as my home, wondering why being at home brings double the joy. Home is always the warmest place. It wasn't easy for me to make this decision, but no matter where I go, I will always be a member of the Taishan team and I will always support Shandong Taishan.
